Defying Gravity - The Wicked

bs nigga.

i just love talking to amanda about these things.
i feel so good now.
i don't feel like writing all of the stuff that we talked about. just read her blog. it gives details. hahahaa

i had a nice turkey day haha.
oh & i went shopping too.

anyway, so ive been hearing many things about a person. after i dealed with her on the phone, we became okay, maybe like acquaintances? maybe. so anyway, she's talking about many people to my other friend. and my friend is telling me all these things and i don't know. something is just going on here..
eh. whatever

happy thanksgiving :D!

so i just finished my english homework.
greaaaat.

o__o
so i'm kind of stalling. i don't feel like doing english because mainly, it's like 15 pages to read and write 2 summaries. and i told myself that i'd do it at 4:15. but look at the time -___-. man, i'm seriously going to fail ib. haha oh & AP.


SO, i'm going to say something.
what's up with people always asking me who i like now?
it's not a big deal. i don't like anyone. i may say someone is adorable or cute.
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I FREAKING LIKE THEM.
wow people, -__-
it get's me so frustrated.
people who have no lives, and starting rumors saying i like blah blah blah.
anyway, just hop off, and do something productive in your life instead of making rumors and stalking me etc. get a life.

why is everything so hard for me?
why is it always me?
why does it always have to happen to me?

ㅇㅇ

rain rain go away :[
jeez, i hate newport news so much. how come we have school? no one doesn't? wow, it's so funny how this system works. and on tuesday, i thought we wouldn't have school on wednesday so i didn't do any of my work. and i had a project hahaa. i told the teacher " um, my computer got cut off because of the wind". :D either way, we have a 2 hour delay. but, i have to stay at school until like 5 because i have to audition for district chorus and if we don't go, ms. ballowe lowers our grade. plus, i have to be there for 2 hours and 30 minutes? why can't we just leave early? wtf is that mess? this is some bogus crap. and my ib classes are all hard. life sucks. stupid ib is ruining everything. my report card is probably going to depend on my life.


-i fail at life.. fml
-i'll write back when i have time.

so apparently, i need to practice on my korean :o

i hate math. eff you geometry.

school stinks.
life sucks.
what else could go wrong?

Jin just left.
i remember the old days. -sigh-
^-^ goodbye.

i hate school so much. actually, i just strongly dislike IB. it's so hard -_-; school is getting better though. heh.. so i have like 1,OOO words to study for my vocab test. err how much IB kills me. i just want to shoot someone in all my classes. just at least one person. gah, i want to move somewhere else.

OH HOW MUCH I MISS WONBIN FROM FT.ISLAND. <3

ohmy.

i haven't been on in a while. it's been like a month. so, i was looking through my friends status and i was just like o_o wtf.. how come i haven't updated mine?!
anyway, school is gay. i have all IB classes and 1 AP class. yeah.. pretty hard. right now, i'm studying for my AP test, man it's hard. i mean i memorized all the vocab words, but i have to write an essay on a topic i've never even heard of.. wtf.
and at school, there are always these 흑's who always try to talk to me.. and it's annoying as mess. but yeah.
so. i think i'm done with drama. there's nothing between all my friends. yay
lol. yeah. well getting off to study.
byeeeeee! :D
i'll write on here when i get a chance.

pkbc summer retreat was the best. and even though i got in too much trouble, i loved it. i got touched by God. and i felt his presence in the room. i could feel him talking to me. i loved it. it was the best. and way way better than grace. grace was just drama for me. pkbc summer retreat was reaaal. and i met new people :) let's not talk about that though. oh, and sorry amanda. haha. i didn't mean to say your name just out here, but i hope you're feeling better haha. kay? but yes, i was touched by God. and summer retreat was a blessing.

i have to go to chuuurch!
bye:)

so lois got me into mochi. -_- i love it though :)eh, i came back from church. FREAKIN JOOHO won't be my boyfriend -_- or even give me a kiss. that little ..... <3 cutest little boy at pk hehe. anyway, i want mochi. i want someone to get it for me :D any offers? and i have nothing to do. my mother won't buy me berry body. and i need to get a new dress for my uncle's wedding, hooorrrrayy. OH, and my poor shoulder and my thigh hurts. ;-; i don't know why my shoulder hurts. but MY THIGH HURTS BECAUSE OF KORY. he dropped me on the sand and i fell backwards. wth... well someone call me, hit me up with some plans :) btw, summer retreat next monday. ;;;

virus?-_-

i think i got a virus on my computer. this is really gay. like this morning, i go on it, and everything just starts coming down and it says you might have a virus. i really need a mac. ugh. and now, i couldn't go to va beach because people were being so ignorant. i have nothing to do at home. it's killing me.

So i decided to fix everything. Even though i don't log on much, i wanted it to be perfect for other people to look at & i got really bored :P Anyway, my summer has been fun. It hasn't been the best summer, but ive changed somewhat. I think after Grace Retreat, it feels like i'm more of a Christian. I used to pray to God only when i eat and before i go to bed. But now, i pray to God about my problems. I want to attend Grace Retreat next year, but i might go to Korea with my cousin. I don't know. It's a really hard decision. Even at Grace, i made a lot of new friends than i thought i would. And even though i got in trouble :/, i still prayed to God to help me. Throughout the summer, i have been coming home later than before. Ive been reading too. Not so much, but i want to at least finish the book. And, there is this IB summer thing that my parents want me to attend. HECK TO THE NO. I'm not going because it is the same day as PK summer retreat and i wouldn't miss it.