wow, i can't believe strothers is giving us so much work. i really hate research projects. mine is just about bs. i don't even know. wtf. and we have to read so much. and we have to be done with the research and oral and reading by tuesday. this really does suck. i can't wait until summer and sophomore year. i really can not wait!! and like school is just a drag. it feels like i'm going there for nothing. and i only have 2 sol's left. i would have only one but i missed a week and i have to take the world history one. but it's so funny cause i don't know anything and people say it's hard. do they expect me to pass? it would be a miracle if i passed that one...


OMG! my mom is pissing me off. i told her i only had eng homework today and that i didn't have homework in any other class. so i asked her if i can go to church and she's all like nooooooooo. and i'm like wtf? i only have eng. but yeah, i'm pissed. i feel like breaking something lol. my life is just sucks right now.. and i'm hungry. but of course, i don't have anything to eat at my house.. greaaaaaaat. thanks for letting me starve mother.

idk what to do. good thing it ended though. everything seems wayyyy better. thank you God for leading me to the right path. thank you so mucccccccccch <3

yesterday, was seriously the best day of my life. or one of the best days ive had in a really long time :)

i became sisters again.
AND RUBY TUESDAYS!!!!!!!!!<3
omg. so much work.


shower, then proj


<333333333333333333333333

friends come and go.
but not sisters, or someone who treats you like a sister and cares for you.
i'm sorry for backstabbing even though you're not talking to me. really, i am.
i sinned. i went after someone who was still with you. sorry i just can't control my feelings. i know you still care about me, i know you do. i just want to solve this out in person, and not tomor bc tomor is the Lords day, not ours. tomor doesn't revolve around us, it revolves around him when we worship.
so answer my texts. and reply and accept.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpCp-isOP-E

"don't let a boy come between our friendship"

no more braces maaaaan :)
but my teeth need to seriously grow! anyway, proj! then eating and doing some other stuff.

ive never felt so disappointed in myself. seriously.
why am i even on this earth? it would be so much better if i wasn't here.

honestly fml.
i need to pray, goodnight.